Been a long time since I been on here, and I miss this place. I miss the banter and the joking. I miss the flirting and the sexy people. I miss the friends. Hubby keeps me busy trying to find things that might occupy our time, but still something missing. Still no intimacy, but he seems happy. I am fine, but lacking. If nothing else, this place lets me be me. I like to be able to at least flirt and be flirted with. One needs to feel sexy I think, and this place makes it happen. I only...

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So I retired at the End of January this year. Had 31 years and 7 months at the good old Post Office. Hubby stillworking. Thing is....He seems to be getting grumpier and grumpier. Thinking that I should be doing things. I have done some traveling..in the states. I have been to Hatteras NC quite a few times, VA Beach, West VA, Michigan, PA, and Ohio..... Well what more should I be doing??? I have been taking painting classes and a photography class. I am reading more and getting a lot more...

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So, we (hubby ) and I picked up some of his prescriptions the other day. They have a drive thru at the pharmacy. The pharmacist told him that one prescription was not covered, but the generic would be. He said which one, and the lady said Levitra.. You can use Cialis instead. WTF??? When did he decide to try something, and why did he not tell me? I had to hear it from the Pharmacist?? I asked him about it, and he did not want to comment. Then the next day, I found a box in the trash, (not hidden)...

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Maybe it is the weather that is making me so depressed and bored. What else could it be. I dislike my job, and I am not happy at home. It must be the weather. I think that I am going to have to paint more and find other things to occupy my time that make me smile. Looking for something sexy to make me smile. Or a model that I can paint?? Nude I suppose is fine.

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And what do I do about it?? Do I continue on with the way things are and stay unhappy but comfortable?? Or do I dare to make a change and hope for the best??? Only time will tell..

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