It’s just another Saturday night at home
laying here just typing on my phone
No one here beside me to talk to
and no one from my M and F crew
This situation is no fun at all
not even a female friend to call
I can imagine someone in my bed
but that is all and I need a real person instead
She is absent from my life it seems
Maybe for a very long time, even in dreams
It’s no good complaining about it I know
but it bothers...

hikergeek

To the people who are my friends: You all are the best! I have gotten to know some of you very well and others not as much but, you have all been very helpful and understanding. I can never thank you enough

To those who don't like me: I am hopeful that it's because you don't know me well. If it's because I offended you in some way, please know that it would never have been intentional and I am truly sorry for anything i've said that was hurtful

To those I have offended:...

David

It has taken a long time, but I feel I am starting to accept who I am. I have started to look past what has in the past caused me to be so negative about myself. I know I have so many more qualities than just what I look like and don't fear my acceptance or lack of by others. If friendship is meant to be it will happen.

I am very grateful for all of my old friends and the new ones that I have made.

Thank you all for being the best people in the world.

learman3

A few disjointed thoughts


I wonder what it means when I have a dream about a woman I have not seen in about three plus years. I did not have more than a friends relationship with her but I did confide in her about the spouse. I wished for something more but that wasn’t going to happen for a number of reasons. I miss seeing her and wish she was around so it’s no surprise she is on my mind occasionally. The dream was quite G rated and she was cool as in not warm to me just like...

hikergeek

It's funny how life has had it's turns and twists over the years. In a way, it can be cruel, but for the most part, it's a constant growing experience. Over the last couple of weeks I've sat here reflecting back, and have tried to figure out how to put it into words, so here is my best effort.

Growing up, I was wild to a point. Not a troublemaker or a lawbreaker, but adventurous and into mischief. Roamed a lot of woods, creeks, and fields, very rarely staying inside. I've never been...

Hotshotfireguy