Married And Flirting Chat

Go Back   Married And Flirting Chat > Blogs > A Little South of Sanity

A Little South of Sanity

Well folks...I though what the hell lets give it a go! Welcome to my mind!
Rate this Entry

Today

Posted 08-19-2016 at 12:44 AM by Intotheabyss
Its been over 5 years since my first entry to this blog. I read the words of that blog and those that followed. Words, Sentence and paragraphs that I once wrote. Wondering how I managed to write such things, where images and the creativity had come from. How can I be that same man? I don't feel like I have changed but in many ways I more, and when I read this I see that I am less,or have lost something along the way.

I wonder why I bother to continue to run on this hamster wheel. What happened to the direction, the goals, the promise and the passion? In the five years since that first blog post I have explored, experienced and lived life in a way so few get to. The highs the lows, the wave that I rode has ebbed and down I'm stuck on this dry land just running in the hamster wheel. I no longer see challenges to be conquered, just days, weeks, and months to be survived. The mischievous twinkle in my eye is gone, all that's left is fatigue.
Total Comments 4

Comments

Old
DomesticDiva's Avatar
Knowing you darlin...I think that twinkle will reappear. Give yourself time to rest & regroup and you'll get passion back.

Some of us just ride the wheel, others will know when to get off and do something else.
Posted 08-19-2016 at 09:59 AM by DomesticDiva DomesticDiva is offline
Old
daisyduck's Avatar
It's the cycle of life. You live and get bored all in the same.
Posted 08-21-2016 at 12:44 PM by daisyduck daisyduck is offline
Old
gdgrl's Avatar
Maybe returning to your blog, is the equivalent of sticking your leg out in attempt to jump off the wheel.
Posted 08-23-2016 at 11:24 AM by gdgrl gdgrl is offline
Old
I like to think that things ebb and flow. I also tend to believe that when you feel at your lowest, something comes along to change the tide. Sort of a darkest hour before dawn thing.

I'm so full of metaphor today.
Posted 08-26-2016 at 04:17 PM by BellJar BellJar is offline
 
Recent Blog Entries by Intotheabyss

All times are GMT -4. The time now is 05:30 PM.


Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.7.0
Copyright ©2000 - 2018, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.