I am ridiculously sad. The past several weeks have really been pretty sad, with moments of feeling normal. When the room is quiet and there is no one else around, that's when I feel it. When I'm not busy cleaning or cooking or working or busy with some other monotonous thing, I am sad. Yesterday at church, the mother of a very dear friend of mine put her hands on my shoulders and looked into my eyes and asked "how are you?" and I completely burst into tears. I'm sad.
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