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my darker side..

Posted 05-04-2009 at 11:36 AM by Tndream
I have always tried to be nice to folks,
Always trying to be freindly, always willing to let bygones be bygones.

But I do have a darker side to me.
I have done things I am not proud of.

Once upon a time,
about 9 years ago, My boyfreind had just left me.
I was 8 and a half months pregnant with my 3rd child.
I was working a 50 hour a week job just to make ends meet.
I was about ready to take maternity leave,
and I would be unemployed for the next 6 to 8 weeks, while I healed up and settled in etc.

Well, evidently when i was at work, he had been selling drugs.
My ohone had been ringing off the hook all day long with people calling for him.
Come about 9 o clock, I was dead beat tired, and didn't wnt to hear the phone ring anymore.
So I turned the ringer off, and went to bed.
Now any woman who has been pregnant can tell you, getting comfortable t that stage in pregnancy is pretty tough, almost damned near impossible.

Well, I had done it, had my kids in bed,
had all my pillows arranged just so,
got nice and comfy, and had just settled in for a much needed comfortable night of uninterupted sleep.
I had just dozed off when someone came pounding on my door.

It was one of my ex's buddies,
I was beyond pissed, I grabbed one of my swords that I collected, unsheathed it,
tore open the door and put the blade against his throat.

do you know that lil punk pissed his pants on my porch??
He ran away and yelled at his buddies " get me outta here, that bitch is fuckin psycho"

Yeah, I have pulled swords, knives, and even guns on people.
Not something I enjoy, but I have done it.
I much prefer to be the nice one,
but yeah, I have my darker side.

I know everyone does,
but, do i allow everyone to see it,
or do i keep it hidden and buried deep within, hoping it never rears its ugly head again?
or do i let it resurface just so i can remain balanced, and pray i can control it?
Total Comments 7


Han Solo's Avatar
Nothing wrong with keepin' people guessing.....tends to make people think about the "do I really wanna screw with this person" questions a little bit longer and harder.
Posted 05-04-2009 at 01:49 PM by Han Solo Han Solo is offline
WandaRing's Avatar
thg, I don't know if I should laugh, freak out or high five you...maybe a little of all the above...

to further get back at him I would have called the police and changed my phone number...or told all the callers that he was an under cover cop waiting to bust them all...
Posted 05-04-2009 at 02:37 PM by WandaRing WandaRing is offline
scoobertina's Avatar
good for you... I often considered doing something like that... I actually have a knife by my bed, but that is another story..

we all have moments like that.. and with all you have been through.. it is no wonder why you did it..
Posted 05-04-2009 at 07:40 PM by scoobertina scoobertina is offline
Sarge's Avatar
I love it!! If more of these punks had guns and knives shoved in their faces they'd think a little before pulling some of the crap they do. He learned a valuable lesson: Never, never piss off a pregnant lady!!! LMAO
Posted 05-05-2009 at 05:14 PM by Sarge Sarge is offline
PunkyBob's Avatar
That took guts. Or maybe just being pregnant and exhausted. Or both. Nothing to be uneasy about... sometimes you just gotta go to a place that allows you to get things done...rather than treading a quieter path. I've found that lots of people will just not take a friendly no for an answer...and you really need them to get that no... so you ramp up the response enough so even the chuckleheads understand.
Posted 05-06-2009 at 07:07 PM by PunkyBob PunkyBob is offline
You rock my socks off...

Sometimes you gotta get fuckin psycho to get your point across...

OlIvE jUiCe
Posted 05-23-2009 at 01:52 AM by FeIsTy FaV FeIsTy FaV is offline
.Cotties's Avatar
Guns, drugs and middle aged single mom pregnancy.

You rock
Posted 03-16-2015 at 06:00 AM by .Cotties .Cotties is offline
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