This weekend will be just like any other for the most part, with one huge exception ..... me knowing its the beginning of the end. My schedule, and completely crazy as it is ... has just been a part of my life for so long I honestly know nothing else. I know this is just merely a blog but for those keeping score here is my week Mon-Thurs get up at 4 (thats a.m. peeps), get to work by 5 work till 3:30, go home, possibly prep some dinner, maybe return the DJ side of the emails ... get out the door...

Shawn

Well, not sure where to start. This one to me is big, and personal, but the fact I am going to have to deal with it and talk about it in the upcoming months forces me to atleast sort out how I feel and somehow work up the nerve to express it.
Back in March, almost a year ago the wife lost her job, along with the countless others whom were also effected by this. We scrambled for the first time in my life financially, cut corners, stooped splurging on unnecessary items, just trying to hang on...

Shawn

I am not even sure where to go with this one. I have thought about this topic for days, thinking .. maybe I am on to something, not sure how to put it .. so I am just going to ramble these thoughts together.

I am going to assume most of us here have been married for several years, long enough to hit a point in our relationships where we strive for something more, yearn to get our unfulfilled needs met elsewhere. I feel like there is a trend in relationships of the one who chases, and...

Shawn

No, not the "How long does it take the bun to cook once you put it in the oven" 9 months.
The time I am referring to was the amount of time my wife has been out of work. Like so many people whom this year found themselves in that awkward situation of not being able to find employment, my wife was no different. I seen a woman whom did a complete 180 in this time, someone whom was always stressed, basically unhappy slowly realize that the type of car in the driveway, the title on...

Shawn

Ok , so it all started innocent at first.

My son , not yet three, well truth be told I see ALOT of me in there, his looks thankfully he gets from his mother but the rest is all me. So with that being said I can completely relate when I see him get into trouble, not able to calm down all that energy, that need for a rush.
So we have started playing this game called "speed racer". Was a great game till mom found out. The game began harmlessly by me putting him on his...

Shawn